*sigh* here I am just chillin, worn out, after a lovely day of DRAMA. Man does drama suck. I'm just left emotionally drained and mentally devoid, and would be a complete mess, were it not for the company of kat. She's such a great friend, always there when I need someone to talk to... Such a sweetheart, though she'd deny it. *wink*

Later all! I'm off to bed.

Nite!

Blogger is acting funny today

Trouble in VR-marriage land... My gf/There-wife Lorali aka Rosey is worried how much it hurts me that she's with her RL guy - she's unable to leave him since she's not able to afford her own place to live so it's a constant frustration as she has to hide us from her ex-fiancee who doesn't yet know he's an ex. *sigh* And she is right in that it hurts the hell out of me - but at the same time I love her - and I can't just change that... But I guess the question is do we give up or do we try to make it work in the meantime until she can leave or I can take her away? Guess it's still up in the air and I just dunno what will happen... it's sad, and I cried over it.... and I HATE crying. It sucks. :o((((

Anyway Rosey, if you read this, I love you. If it doesn't work, it won't change that I love you. :o(

- Drake.

*sigh* woke up again at 3 am this morning - this time, I decided to reconnect my DVD player so that I could watch a movie - Pirates of the Carribean. Loved it in the theatre and loved it as much on DVD - the special features rock, too. Off to do laundry this morning and take mom to do a lil bit of xmas shopping. Hope she is fast in and out of that damned store. Going to Wal-Mart. *rolling my eyes*

Anyway, more to come later. Cyas!

THANK THE GODS MOM FINALLY WENT TO WORK! I swear, she whines more than any 5 other ppl about going to work - she woke me up at 3 am this morning - and she just left - and the ENTIRE time - Oh My Lord did she just bitch. I only WISH I had work and here she's in constant "I dun wanna go" mode. Sheesh!

Hmmmm went to the Barsoom meeting tonight... Was interesting - have now a roleplay bot - but it seems stuck on one user at a time. I'm gonna have to dig thru the scripts and see what I can do.

*sigh* Why can't things work right the first time lolol?

Wheeeeee! I won $1600 VR bucks at wheel of OW lol I played in the last round - and got the very last turn and solved lol - of course EVERYONE else beat me lolol
...but at least I got to spend time with my lil woman hehehe :o)

awww I can't believe how much Rosey liked the site. :o) Made me feel all warm and gooey inside. heheheh

Testing the modified template.

Feeling MUCH better now. Finally got to talk to my Rosey and oh it's nice to be back on good terms.
I love her so much... But we have so many differences and her situation at home adds to it all - so when someting goes wrong... it just feels like it all falls apart. I'm glad I got to talk to her a bit and get my feelings off my chest tho. Turns out she missed me as much as I did her. *shrug* Stubbornness and pride. lol. A Leo trait we both share.

Okay... I'm testing out this program for edting and adding to my blog page here.
*tap tap* Is this thing on? lolol

I am such a goofball. lol

ok back to work! (*wielding the whip across my own back*)

Testing, Testing, can I get this blasted thing to upload properly? Sheesh lolol

Ok. This is a lot of work! LOL I'm up at 5 am this morning - and start working on ideas, layout, a flash banner, and more crap than you can shake a stick at! lol

I hadn't really gotten started yet - and I still have a LOT to go - photo album, my art, my writings and music, my links, setting up a guestbook... Sheesh. This will take some time here lolol.

Anyway I hope that my time with Rosey is better than it has been - I have been seeming to be less important to her than... well just about anything else, apparently. It sucks because when she is on I am generally paying attention to her and her alone. I need someone to talk to... *sigh* Hope I get to chat with my best buddy Kat today... Anyway... Back to building this massive personal site!

Later!